HOT MESS TO TO MAMMA

 

ROCK BOTTOM TO ROCK SOLID in Exactly 6 Months.

 

at the age of 55, I made a choice to let go of EVERYTHING- including beloved ones - to  STAND IN  my truth.

I had done this many times before in my life, however this time was heartbreaking, and I needed to heal.

 

Here's what evolved!

My 12 Step #MAMMAPOWER MANIFESTING PROSPERITY Practice, that took me from sleeping in my car in 2020, to landing perfectly on my feet within 6 months.

Late 2019 I was given the most challenging choice that I had ever been called to make in my life, up to that point. Was I prepared to walk away from a long term dysfunctional family relationship with the love of my life, to allow for breathing space and opportunity for deep healing?

 

As a then 55 year young woman having adventured through mammopause, I was newly awakened to me. As a mum, I treasure my daughter and the immense joy of motherhood. As a teacher and guide, I knew that I was ready to share my message of self belief with the world. And yet, life had more in store for me to learn .... I was abruptly given the lesson that has again broken me open and transformed my life...in the most amazing of ways!

What I knew at that point was that I was being called to SHOW UP, STAND UP AND TO PUT INTO PRACTICE THE YEARS OF KNOWLEDGE THAT I HAD LOVINGLY STUDIED AND TAUGHT AS A SPIRITUAL GUIDE.

Here goes....

2019

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Landing in a homeless shelter from sleeping in the car, in July 2020 was one of the greatest opportunities for growth in my life experience. This was not a consciously planned move! and yet the willing choices that I made prior to this, in October 2019, culminated in me and Jason relocating to a different town on the south coast of England, and being shoved into one small room, with a tiny bathroom, and shared kitchen.

 

This experience opened our hearts, and thankfully we both knew that life was tough lovingly also giving us a major opportunity to completely reevaluate and recreate our lives, in a totally new and fresh light.

This experience allowed me the most incredible passage of personal growth. A turbo spurt.  And it pushed me into putting into practice the metaphysical and spiritual teachings that I had devoted the past 10 years to studying.

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This small room and bathroom became our sanctuary and from the moment that we landed we set intention to completely clear and expand the space.

We devoted hours to energetic clearing of the room, calling in Archangel Michael, Raphael, and others to heal and clear old stagnant units of intentions, reshifting the furniture, candle rituals, vision boarding, spiritual prayer, visualising, gratitude rituals, visioning, positive affirmations, sound healing, creating our new stories, deep radical forgiveness for self and others, energetically sealing the doorway, ancestral and past life healing, and much much more .........

My 8 bags of possessions and Jasons too.

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This room became our CREATIVE POWERHOUSE for self expression. We were on a mission to bring forth our creative ideas, regardless of the seeming limitations of crappy internet and my cracked iPhone 5.

 

I kept going my dreams, believing that this situation was not ever going to hold me back from what was written in my heart. We created more music and turned our frustration into love as we looked for the good in EVERYTHING and flexed our gratitude muscles in every given moment. It was one morning that I woke from a dream telling me to create a video for the Woman of Power song that we had recorded in 2018, and within 2 weeks of this vision the video was complete... with friends from around the world joining in the fun and then sharing the message to thousands of women globally. 

 

I worked relentlessly on my consciousness studies program, and Jason created his online course Kora for Fun, and also took it upon himself to empower his spiritual practice by cooking daily in the shared kitchen. This was a practice of patience as often there would be lost souls seeking trouble. This also meant constant journeys back and forth to the car where we kept our own kitchen equipment.