HOT MESS TO TO MAMMA
ROCK BOTTOM TO ROCK SOLID in Exactly 6 Months.
at the age of 55, I made a choice to let go of EVERYTHING- including beloved ones - to STAND IN my truth.
I had done this many times before in my life, however this time was heartbreaking, and I needed to heal.
Here's what evolved!
My 12 Step #MAMMAPOWER MANIFESTING PROSPERITY Practice, that took me from sleeping in my car in 2020, to landing perfectly on my feet within 6 months.
Late 2019 I was given the most challenging choice that I had ever been called to make in my life, up to that point. Was I prepared to walk away from a long term dysfunctional family relationship with the love of my life, to allow for breathing space and opportunity for deep healing?
As a then 55 year young woman having adventured through mammopause, I was newly awakened to me. As a mum, I treasure my daughter and the immense joy of motherhood. As a teacher and guide, I knew that I was ready to share my message of self belief with the world. And yet, life had more in store for me to learn .... I was abruptly given the lesson that has again broken me open and transformed my life...in the most amazing of ways!
What I knew at that point was that I was being called to SHOW UP, STAND UP AND TO PUT INTO PRACTICE THE YEARS OF KNOWLEDGE THAT I HAD LOVINGLY STUDIED AND TAUGHT AS A SPIRITUAL GUIDE.
Landing in a homeless shelter from sleeping in the car, in July 2020 was one of the greatest opportunities for growth in my life experience. This was not a consciously planned move! and yet the willing choices that I made prior to this, in October 2019, culminated in me and Jason relocating to a different town on the south coast of England, and being shoved into one small room, with a tiny bathroom, and shared kitchen.
This experience opened our hearts, and thankfully we both knew that life was tough lovingly also giving us a major opportunity to completely reevaluate and recreate our lives, in a totally new and fresh light.
This experience allowed me the most incredible passage of personal growth. A turbo spurt. And it pushed me into putting into practice the metaphysical and spiritual teachings that I had devoted the past 10 years to studying.
This small room and bathroom became our sanctuary and from the moment that we landed we set intention to completely clear and expand the space.
We devoted hours to energetic clearing of the room, calling in Archangel Michael, Raphael, and others to heal and clear old stagnant units of intentions, reshifting the furniture, candle rituals, vision boarding, spiritual prayer, visualising, gratitude rituals, visioning, positive affirmations, sound healing, creating our new stories, deep radical forgiveness for self and others, energetically sealing the doorway, ancestral and past life healing, and much much more .........
My 8 bags of possessions and Jasons too.
This room became our CREATIVE POWERHOUSE for self expression. We were on a mission to bring forth our creative ideas, regardless of the seeming limitations of crappy internet and my cracked iPhone 5.
I kept going my dreams, believing that this situation was not ever going to hold me back from what was written in my heart. We created more music and turned our frustration into love as we looked for the good in EVERYTHING and flexed our gratitude muscles in every given moment. It was one morning that I woke from a dream telling me to create a video for the Woman of Power song that we had recorded in 2018, and within 2 weeks of this vision the video was complete... with friends from around the world joining in the fun and then sharing the message to thousands of women globally.
I worked relentlessly on my consciousness studies program, and Jason created his online course Kora for Fun, and also took it upon himself to empower his spiritual practice by cooking daily in the shared kitchen. This was a practice of patience as often there would be lost souls seeking trouble. This also meant constant journeys back and forth to the car where we kept our own kitchen equipment.
In this ONE room we consciously made up our MINDS to make changes, make way for the change, and to BE the Change for our lives. We set high intentions and became each others 'word and thought' monitors and emotional support guardians, and we used the power of metaphysics and focused intention to manifest incredibly powerful situations, opportunities, money, gifts, food, and more.
We became healing agents for ourselves and for others, and individually we chose to let everyone who came across our path to catch the light that we emanated, and to see the light in themselves. We daily navigated the energy of other's mental health and addiction difficulties, and in doing so we experienced a total redeuction of other tenants anger incidents in our time there. This was a learning and HEALING experience that will be ever etched in my heart.
The Woman of Power Video was BORN here ...
It was FIVE MONTHS in from living in the sheltered accommodation that we received a call one day from a brand new caseworker. in charge of our situation. He rang to inform us that he had recently taken over from our original point of contact and that he noted that we were a very special case, and that he was inspired by our positivity, and that he wanted to place us on a FAST TRACK to find us a new home immediately, one that we could locate to more permanently, and that this was due to happen within a month.
He insisted that we move back to Brighton, and we told him that we wanted to stay in this new town and preferably to be right opposite the sea. We had a list of our needs, and we continued to make this list clear to him. He was uncertain of how this could transpire, as really we were marked to be Brighton bound.... I remember putting the phone down from this 3 way conversation with Jason there, and knowing that what we had set intention for would come to pass, and that it was my job to know that this was already done, and to stay firm in the knowing that this was done already... and certainly not to question the how.
Palm Trees, Countryside & Sea!
It was 48 hours later that I received a call from a woman who was new to dealing with our case, she was thrilled to inform me that we would be moving in 3 weeks time, on 21 January 2021, into a new home...10 minutes from where we were, in the same town, and bang opposite the sea!
Our list was ticked off, we could remain in this town, and our new home was set to be 30 seconds walk from the beach... which by the way is beautiful! We had both been affirming to live by the sea, to have views of the countryside, AND to have palm trees in our midst! WOW - JOB done.
We were to move into this large studio apartment, to be fully supported with this move and to have our very own large kitchen, which we would definitely use as another workspace area.
This was a seeming MIRACLE.
6 months on, packed and ready to move to the new ...
Within Six Months of living in the room We Had Manifested...
living right opposite the sea with palm trees on the seafront! and the view of the countryside [We had both affirmed for this in the previous month]
complete peace in the building
a brand NEW bed within 1 month
free business branding coaching, that completely shifted me from uncertainty to total clarity
new coaching clients
complete healing with my mother
I began the Cosmic Prayer online broadcast, with New Thought Media Network
the birth of #MAMMAPOWER
Jason's Kora for Fun online course
moving to another BIGGER home, with our own kitchen-in the same town, just further along the seafront, and even nearer to the sea.....YES!
WITH THE NEW MOVE INTO THE NEW HOME,
THIS IS THE LIST AND ALL OF IT CAME TO PASS .
AT THE TIME EACH OF THESE THINGS WERE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME AND TO JASON
I have also drawn in, without ever asking another...
MORE MONEY gifted
Anonymous and friends Financial Funding to continue my spiritual leadership education
New level healing with my family
Total silence in our living accommodation
Independent space here for me and Jason to work on our computers
The car is now a car and not another room!
A large kitchen that we love being in